Poignant Moon

A couple nights ago Linda and I decided to grab a rare clear spring night and look at the quarter moon. We ran the video image from the scope to the living room and sat a few feet apart. She played solitaire and watched the scene on the monitor. I sketched while some folks on Night Skies Network joined the sketch lesson and gave it a try, too. The target was Aristoteles–a beautiful double-walled crater that is well known. We talked and chattered during the eveing, but there was a looming issue the next two days for Linda. It was hard not to think about it. Here is the sketch before the rest of the story:


Linda had the CT scans the next day; we met with the doctor yesterday. So how do you treat life when your partner gets news that affirms previous serious estimates that challenge life expectancy? Yes, the tumors are smaller…some of them. But they are not gone and there are many of them. The doctor was pleasant but blunt: ‘we want to maintain quality of life and balance that with medicine.’ No one is aiming for a cure. When the stage is this high and the disease is this advanced, they don’t have a solution. 

Our faith is alive and well so we are able to walk forward. We pray for a miracle but realize that He also does not keep us from dying. And, part of this fallen world is that we live with disease. Usually, as one friend said, we don’t think about it until it’s real close to home. We have thought about it often since we have walked for two decades through 5 cancers. It’s still very sobering when you hear a serious prognostication

So tonight we sat in the observing area, had something nice to drink, and talked. It was warm with a light breeze. We watched the color change at sunset while the moon got brighter in the high eastern sky. We noticed and talked about the spring flowers and the birds and His hand in it all. We saw this beautiful curve of cirrus that was lighted by the setting sun and got the picture below.
 

Walking with Him in contrary circumstances with peace in the heart also shows His hand at work. Some days are harder, but they, too, show His hand at work, although sometimes we have to get past a couple of days and look back to see it. This evening was like that. There was a bit of tension during the last two days, but today we continued to pack things to send to friends in need in Uganda and the Philippines. Tomorrow we will see some other friends, some of whom are praying for Linda. Like us, they know life is brief and knowing the Saviour of our souls means everything. A bump in the road like cancer just makes it a bit more meaningful and underlines the shortness of our time–time we often take for granted. 

It is a good evening to give thanks. It is an even better evening to acknowlege our Lord, giving thanks in all circumstances. Sounds like a scripture, doesn’t it? Look it up.  1 Thessalonians 5:18

Roland

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We avidly enjoy the observation of God's creation in terms of stars, the moon, and earthly things. We teach others to observe what He has made. Part of the outreach and work is to maintain a site: www.christworksministries.org [or use the new address www.cwm4him.org]. This site has been changed to include this blog along with three other inspirational blogs. We invite you to take a look and follow us there. Whether here or at the new site, our purpose is unchanged. We aim to share the love of Jesus Christ, who has graciously kept us and made us excited about seeing what he has made. Our faith is a walking faith, so faith and works, as much as we are able, are married together.
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2 Responses to Poignant Moon

  1. Elizabeth Sprague says:

    You were on my mind all day today from the moment I awoke. We are in each others lives for a reason that God only knows. He is always putting people into my life because they need to have something I can give. I do not understand, but I just do what He tells me to do. All I can do for you is pray for His will to be done. For Him to give you strength, comfort and peace as you fulfill this chapter in your life that He has given you. He has a plan for each of us from the moment we are conceived, He just doesn’t clue us in as to what it is. Some times I get upset that He chooses to leave me clueless, but I always trust Him to always do the best for me. I love that He choses me to be all I can be for Him and help those He sends to me.
    Yes, I’m sad that the report was not what I prayed for. I just have to trust Him as do you. You are an amazing lady. You are serving Him with all you have. I admire you so much. Hugs, ~Elizabeth~

  2. Thank you for your words Roland. They are comforting. Please give Linda my love. You both are in my prayers. The sketch is lovely, my first glance at it rendered a heart. –Margaret Thacker

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